Tuesday, December 21, 2010


well for some reason tonight i feel really emotional/moody/wanting to dnm. probs its another one of those random mood swings. and everyone around me is practically in some sort of relationship or seeking one or in a special one. wow how weird i feel. i want 2 special guys in my life. my bf and the other my best guyfriend. recently my friend showed me something that a girl said - everything she said was true: 

I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he's proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he'll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he's my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I'm upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I'm doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I'm wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.

i reckon every girl wants a guy like that.. 

i believe i am very superficial. i even stop watching dramas if they dont have an alright looking guy in there. this leads me to one of the blog topics i wrote down that i wanted to talk about - Do Looks Really Matter? 

every time i go out with my friends i try to spot for some hot guy but truthfully, so what ? only like a temporary eye candy. id probably only see him once in a lifetime. lol my mum said 靓仔无本心。do you think thats true ? cause i no one has proved this wrong before ahah. i wanna choose not to believe it. someone or some guy please prove it wrong ?
靓仔又点吖。。sigh. why is life so sad haha. theres no one perfect out there i know but i still hold that hope. personality is actually very important. outgoing and social and funny or quiet and conservative ?  i choose the first. but you know, everyone is somehow selfish in one way or another so idk i want a perfect bf but not have any other girls like him? LOL HIGHLY UNLIKELY. uhhhh. 白马王子你在哪里? 

rich? cute, funny, witty, good style, caring, tender, cuddles, little surprises, knows what im thinking, knows what i want, knows what im gonna talk about, knows what how im feeling without me saying anything, comfort me when im getting crap from my family, just listening, holding my hand and telling me to smile when everything is upside down.

someone that can save me from this chaos. <3

Thursday, December 9, 2010

dr dre headphones

well i guess everyone's blog has kinda died since everyone is so busy partying and going out after the hsc. 
how chilled is our life atm haha not thinking of anything. NO STRESS. such is life ahh =) anyway i might do another make up post later after i tried out my stuff. i have to say, i was quite stupid putting on a mask LOL, but lets just leave it there :D 

hmm so whats going on right nowww. just got dr dre headphones. trust me , the sound quality is absolutely SEXY. blocks out ALL the noise around you seriously. i couldnt really even hear myself speaking. actually if someone was shouting at you, you wouldnt hear them. my brother was singing with them while i was laughing BY HIS SIDE and he didnt even know a thing. i even said YOU SUCK :D and he didnt respond thats how good it is. 

to anyone who wants dr dre studio headphones, comment below with your email address and ill get back to you if youre interested. selling them for 50% RETAIL PRICE. dw its all genuine :) normal retail price is $499. selling for $250
check here for details http://beatsbydre.com/products/Products.aspx?pid=B3808&cat=1
many more colours to choose from than listed on the site.  

to friends, if you wanna try out the sound ask me ill bring them over :) 

ps. price may be negotiable ;)

Saturday, November 20, 2010

how to hang your makeup brushes

well michelle phan did a video on brush guards and putting your brushes upside down in a cup to drain out the water. well i dont have any brush guards so instead i use my own method :D 

 heres my brush after washing :D 

then... you get a rubber band :D and wrap it around the brush end like thatttt

then you take one end of the rubber band and loop it under the other end then PULL ! to make that shape <- 

TADAAAAAAA now its ready for hanging onto a hook so the water doesnt get into the brush head since that will ruin the brush. 

yay :D 
dw it wont fall ahaha trust me. unless your handles are very slippery? =/ 

try putting your brushes in a sunny area if possible cause that might assist in killing some of the bacteria etc. please don't put your brush with the brush head facing up since the water will soak in and loosen the glue or whatever  - you dont want your brush to shed yes ? :) [some already do by itself but yeah ahha]

Friday, November 19, 2010

how to distinguish fake bobbi brown and real bobbi brown eyeliner

yes. i got scammed on ebay thats how i know. so guys, how to tell - 

1) the containers are different: 
LEFT = real , RIGHT = fake

the real bobbi brown lid is more matte whilst the fake one is more shiny as you can see. the real bobbi brown container is round whilst the fake one is in a prism sort of container

 the sticker on the real one is also more prominent. and its obvious the fake sticker is super dodgy lol

oh and the fake sticker might say 'made in canada' and the box that it comes in might say 'made in italy'. its actually made in belgium HAHAHA. cmon ppl, if you wanna imitate bobbi brown- at least get the place names right. 

the box that comes with the real bobbi brown JUST fits in it whereas the fake one has a rather larger box. 
please dont get scammed on ebay :) 

i bought mine for $45 at David Jones, it might be cheaper online at reliable stores eg sasa or strawberrynet

heres a swatch -

top is real, bottom is fake. 

the real bobbi brown dries way faster and gives it a clean finish, the fake bobbi brown NEVER DRIES. 

and heres the result of rubbing it hard twice.
yep what a difference. imagine what i looked like when i wore it thinking it was the real one LOL. panda eyes fml D: 

but yeah the real bobbi brown eyeliner IS EXCEPTIONAL. water resistant -i know because i cried while wearing it and wow did not smudge at all how awesome ! 


Sunday, November 7, 2010

around the city in 8 hours

the account is below, and here are some pics ^^ shirleys got some too but yes shes chugoh again LOL 

 and yes we took pics on the reflection of new westfield escalators cause the lighting was nice. but... cant really see it far away LOL

Friday, November 5, 2010

happy life

you know how people constantly ask " what is life ? " i can answer that with, "after hsc" =) 
4 months of holidays baby. how cool does that feel. but it doesnt feel cool walking around in flats for 5 hours shopping. that is so not cool. hurts like a mfker - as if youve worn heels for the whole night. and its non stop walking walking walking + lacking sleep from the prev night. 

NEVERTHELESS. shirley and i dyed our hair. hm we didnt take pics after we dyed our hair lolol i have one of shirley and she has one of me. ill post hers up and she'll post mine? idk OMG AND THERE WAS THIS SO GOOD JEWELLERY STORE ON GEORGE ST. IT WAS PINK. so heavenly when we went inside it was BLING BLING BLING. our eyes were sparkling. and at another store there was a super bling bling iphone case. woah, we were super mesmerized- guess how much it was. $129 LOL. thats like maybe 1/4 of my phone price right now LMFAO made out of swarovski crystals D: i want it ahaha but theres always ebay ;D

well in the morning i got up at 9. realised i was going to be late for the train so i called shirley at 10.15. i called her mobile, no one picked up. i called her home. she just woke up. WTHHHHHHH. lazy bibi. she came to kog station looking like a baby aww =p then she suddenly transformed to a princess on the train with the help of some eyeliner and bb cream. ching ching the whole train brightened up. i feel like im writing a narrative HAHAH. anyway, we were kinda late for our appointment but they didnt really mind AND WE WATCHED THE KILLERS WHILST DOING OUR HAIR =D we kinda took quite long deciding what colour we were gonna do .. . but yes ashton kutcher <333333333 HOT BODY CUTE FACE. WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT. sexy french in the movie too ;D 
for some reason, the guy dying shirleys hair took AGES. and shirley has less hair than me ._. ? BUT YES. finally i realised the guy dying my hair was aggies brother after we left the salon ahahah funny. i wish i had a fam like hers. dad has piercings, bro has tattoos, mum goes out partying. wow (Y)

anyway, then we went market city to have lunch at Poporo haha shirley had chicken katsu udon and i had chicken nanban value order? we were so bloated O_o but we got a 5% discount just for showing our id. the fact that she asked us for our id, i felt happy cause we still looked young - maybe it was shirleys baby face =p 

thennnn we walked all the way to myer tried on the makeup DAMN I STILL CANT FIND A GOOD NON SPF FOUNDO WTF. and yeah i wish myer makeup section was my home <3 AHAHAH WHAT WAS FUNNY - shirley wanted to withdraw money from her cwealth bank a/c but she forgot her pin. she put her card in entered her pin and it was her how much she would like to withdraw, she thought her pin was right and she squealed and some ppl looked at her and we were so happy. and when she hit enter. it said. " incorrect pin" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA  this proves that " the higher your hopes , the lower you fall when it doesnt succeed " HAHAHAHAHH  omg so funny xD  ps. if you find a nice black leather jacket recommend it to shirley :D 

gotta go hurst now bro needs to borrow books from the lib. ILL POST PICS OF HAIR LATERR CIAO.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010



i know it looks cheesy and asian BUT THATS HOW HAPPY I FELT HEEEHEHEHE

had a more :D one but it looked quite retarded LMAO so this was slightly more appropriate despite the small asian eyes.

 ANYWAY so yesterday i kept daydreaming what i would do after hsc ends. AND NOW THAT IT HAS theres so many thoughts rushing through my head haahha. WELL ON THURSDAY im gonna go dye and cut my hair with shirley then go shoppingggg. yes i wish to shop for more makeup at myer hehehe AND FIND A NON SPF FOUNDO OMG. hate it when you use flash on your cam and then the titianium dioxide in the foundo reflects the light making your face look super shiny yuckkkkkkk. 

not saying spf foundo is no good.. just saying hate it when you have to use it at night when theres absolutely no sun. its like wearing sunnies at night. still hunting for a good non spf foundo =] tell me if you guys have found one. maybe mineral foundo ? wanted to try some samples from Everyday Minerals but something happened forgot, i think they didnt accept paypal? idk LOL but yeah read reviews on makeupalley for lancome's maquimat and dior skin's eclat satin .. dont think theyre THAT good. vogue forums suggested giorgio armani luminous silk foundation. i have not seen it here in aust so idk. sounds damn expensive too. mac's natural mineralised skinfinish sounds ok but thats a finishing powder thing -looking for a foundo instead .. recently i ordered chanel's poudre universelle libre natural finish loose powder. rated pretty high everywhere so CANT WAIT TO TRY IT =D 
contemplating whether to get mac's 187 stippling brush :S

Monday, November 1, 2010

2 more days

finally the hsc is coming to an end, but its not the end yet. well theres 35 hours to go? yehhh. cant believe haha 

anyway heres michelle phan's new disney princess tutorial with xia xue. first time ive seen xia xue without makeup and non ps-ed face haha still ok :) 


Sunday, October 31, 2010


window online shopping. the one thing i love :) things are the heels ive set my eyes on but gonna wait till later to buy ? idk :)

i want the 2nd one to be nude colour but black is still sexy =)

sigh stomach ache right noww eurghhh. ate too many wedges with sour cream and sweet chilli D: and i have a mozzie bite on my cheek . how gayyyyy its so itchy and red TT and i have a pimple growing in the middle of my forehead .. therefore indian pimple? sorry to be so stereotypical but i think only indians have that red dot yeah? mm 

sungkyunkwan scandal is good guys. you should watch it, i love it when a girl pretends to be a guy and then the guy thinks hes gay cause he likes her ahahah. love plot lines like that! 
hm playful kiss ended but i reckon iswak was better. BUT kim hyun joong was eyecandy <3 wait he stil is hahah

ARGH so pissed with sasa man. ordered from them and then order history says "unsuccessful order" fml "contact your card thingo" FK you im using my bank account not a card AND THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH MY PAYPAL ACCOUNT ESJFMDJFNDS. doesnt even reply to my emails even tho i already received a receipt from paypal. cant get through to them by calling. if they do not give me the promotions ill kill them. well not literally but yeah == RARARARARARAR

Friday, October 29, 2010

more shopping :)

i did not miss the mailman this time. i jumped right out of bed and ran down the stairs :D go me! 
my lovely heels :D 

and yep i love them ahha cept the black ones are a tadd tight at the front but thats ok. "Beauty knows no pain" [for anyone who watched the tvb series] haha 

just placed an order on sasa yday and our total is just a bit over the normal >< $367 US NAICE [no thats not only my spending]. that calls for saving for at least a month before spending again. but i dont think thats possible HAHAH but yeah dont you guys think shopping online is so convenient and cheap? I THINK SO. love shopping online. sighs havent even bought formal dress. who else hasnt? im pretty sure quite a lot of you hahaha oh well- do that after hsc OMFG. ONE MORE WEEK HAHAHAA wait less. OMG 4 DAYS HAHAAHHA let time fly pls. but pretty screwed for eco oh well :D 

cant wait till sasa stuff comes <3<3<3<3 reviews on the products i get? MAYBE :)

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

more mail ? :D

i was dreaming sweetly when suddenly someone rang the door bell at 10am. i srsly couldnt be bothered to get it. they rang again. AND THEN I REMEMBERED IT MIGHTVE BEEN MY BAGS ! then i jumped out of bed to say HELLO??? but he was already gone and writing that little card to collect my parcel and slipped it into the mailbox. fail fail fail. WHICH THEN I HAD TO WALK ALLLL THE WAY TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE STATION TO COLLECT MY STUFF. if only i answered the door bell. oh well good exercise

altogether was US30 from ebay. another bargain ? :D 
cant wait till my heels come ! i love how money can make people happy :D 
SHOP TILL WE DROP GIRLS ! and not worry about 3u. fml :)

worst day ever.

so . today was the awesome 4u maths exam oh how excited i was. 
NOT. hardest shit ever today. wth. buttt. in the morning there was some consolation as a parcel was delivered yay :)

it has a weird smell but thats the smell of a new bag right ? NEVERTHELESS. quite consoling. until reading time for the exam. i was practically shitting myself. i looked through the first few questions and i thought mm yes alright. AND WTF WHEN IT GOT TO 7 &8 ?!!!!! actually i practically skipped a lot. i expect a fail. sorry my fellow 4u students. im gonna drag you guys down SORRAY. sigh some cried. i wanted to. but nup. internally did. but ITS OVER FK YOU 4U NO MORE OF YOU YAYYYYY :D i have finally broken up with 4u wooh :) i heard 2u was bad too. you know what guys? im expecting 3u to be worse. fml ! 

BUT YES. after exam i said to my mum OMG FML I WANNA DIE. and shes like well its ok ill take you to eat pho and i was slightly happier. well not really , just satisfying my hunger. apparently jenny jin's stomach kept growling and made everyone around her laugh :D 

well guys, you know on exam days where you dont wear makeup- and then afterwards your parents take you out somewhere and you feel so bare. well i felt like that. so i chose a seat facing the wall at the meridian :) 

AND CURRENTLY I AM DOING A PEELABLE BLACK MASK. i look like im in the army :D 
yes i know i look sexy. LOLLL no actually its quite scary :) but its fun peeling it off. but gross at the same time. it goes on gooey and comes off like a sheet. awesome. and my skin is actually feeling nicer :D 
hm what else

OH YES. after english paper 2 i went shopping with nickey but then she went into that book shop next to priceline and i saw this 

it reminded me of shirley liang :) yes i love you bibi haha <3 
anywayyy coming up in the next blog ... a talk about bobby pins :) to be continueddd.. 
[reminds me of pokemon and dragonball z on cheez tv] LOL

Tuesday, October 19, 2010


well ! i was looking over my brother's homework just then and he had to match some riddles. Heres some that are quite interesting =)

What goes oom oom?  -  A cow walking backwards.
When is a bus not a bus? - When it turns into a street.
How do you make a witch itch? - Take away the w. 
Why was the Egyptian child confused? - His daddy was a mummy
Who was the English captain who came to Australia and never got a bat? - Captain Cook

my loves

WELL on the day of graduation i received a VERY awesome present that i LOVE SO MUCH from my beloved friends. GUESS WHAT IT WAS. i thought it was mooncake. but no it was just the box HAHAH. AND TADAAAAAAAAAAAA ! all the colours of the rainbow <3 thank you so much my beloved snoochie woochie ok ill stop :) but yes i put them on my laptop so it looked nice :D AND THEY ALL HAVE NAMES! then my beloved munchkins made it into a 18 =p and the letters on it says HAPPY BIRTHDAY NELLY. HOW AWESOME ARE THEY I LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSSSSSSSS! <3

 then i did my nails with intoxicated :D took me like 2 hours probs more since i wasnt focusing hehe

Monday, October 18, 2010

oh joy

i am constantly thinking about things that will happen after hsc that i seriously cannot get myself to concentrate in remembering my essays for paper 2. how shit is this huh ? AND I AM NOT STRESSED AT ALL WTF? i need stress to motivate me. but no, im rocking on my chair and thinking 'dw its only the hsc after tmr you will never have to write ENGLISH essays anymore yayy' wtf. wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf. GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER NELLY. I FEEL SO CRAZY TALKING TO MYSELF. in 8hrs and 30 mins the supervisor will say PENS DOWN. i wish they would let us scream NO MORE ENGLISH ESSAYS YAHOO. but dw ill be screaming inside of me :D:D:D:D:D

hi, you might realise by now that my blog is for ranting. dont worry, after hsc ill be blogging about other interesting stuff. not only everyday life :D STAY TUNED ! 

Friday, October 15, 2010

i am outside the door

im sure all the yr 12s out there know what my title means. or did you guys feel expelled and exiled ? 

but actually i really liked the poem. how photos only portray the the falsifying appearances and leaves out the true account of what happens underneath the mask of those buoyant smiles. DEEP POEM I LIKED IT. if only there was a fb like button. 

and i feel sorry for the people who didnt really read the question and wrote two related texts rather than one. dw guys the markers wont notice hopefully. AH anyway paper 2 is gonna be hell. i can sense it because paper 1 was quite alright actually. is BOS going to slap us in the face with paper 2. 
WHY AM I STILL TALKING ABOUT THE HSC ? probably because thats all on my mind atm aha not really. 

BUT OMG AU1 = US0.99 HOLY CRAP GUYS. is that a signal to go on a mass online shopping spree <3  ? yes it is . SO SAVE GUYS AND SPEND ITS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME MOMENT. not really but YEAH before it drops back to 80c as some fund managers predict.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

i have a dream

i have a dream that the hsc never existed and we didnt need to suffer all this stress.
but yeah i have other stuff to blog about but thats all thats on my mind atm. and its tmr. HOORAYYYYY ?

im sitting in bed with my biz textbook open. what am i doing with it ? nothing its just lying there. how am i going to bs my extended responses on thursday? derno. im just hoping for the best. 

tbh, i havent even tried my best during high school years. i kinda regret it. BUT ITS ALL TOO LATE NOW ISNT IT. because theres one day left :) but here i am thinking -3WEEKSFROMNOWANDITWILLBEALLOVER- hahah how awesome. but then these 3 weeks will probably be more treacherous than any other 3 weeks in my entire life. but then theres the consolation of stuff that i bought from ebay arriving in the mail like bags and shoes ! yayy. ill post them up here when i get them ^^ . unfortunately, ebay is a form of procrastination too but with the cost of spending money and wasting time obviously. time = money therefore im wasting twice the amount of money. im just confusing you arent i ? nah im sure you geniuses out there will get it. 

studying = student + dying. how true. but sadly i have not experienced that HAHHA well i have before trials BECAUSE THAT WAS HELL. allnighters all the way. thinking back the trials seem like a decade ago. 

lets see all these holidays- what have i done ? eat sleep eat sleep drama sleep eat. its a continuous cycle. im pretty sure 3 weeks from now im going to look back at this and go I SURVIVED!!!!!!!! but before that = hell 

lets fluke it again ! pls pull me up all the nerds in our grade. thanks <3

Saturday, October 9, 2010

WELL finelly ;D


WELL, YES! mhm so early in the morning i know. A NEW BLOGGG . wee :) 
well all across NSW atm, PEOPLE ARE STUDYING SO HARD FOR THE HSC. whereas im not. hi five to all people who procastinate like me out there :) dramaing all day and night. even my bro works harder than me. makes me feel guilty but oh well ! ive suffered enough for 13 years. yes its been 13 years guys. you know how people say the world is going to end on 21/12/2012 or something? do you believe it?  I DONT. BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO SPEND MY WHOLE LIFE STUDYING THEN DIE SUDDENLY WTH? 
yeh anyway ahem. this is a lot of rambling !  

i miss my friends. i havent seen them for a long time. but dw my dear friends, we will soon meet. next week. at 9? on friday. but some on thurs CAUSE THERES BIZ =[ its total bs. no shit :) 

currently listening to Bad Romance- Lady Gaga. im caught in a bad romance with HSC RAR RAR OH LALA. 

for those who dont know me, please understand the title of this post. finelly = finally haha get it
OH AND MY BLOG NAME. just a dream is sung by NELLY. ;D i guess that clears things up yes? 

hello to my fellow yr 12s, do you still remember after trials ? how we all said DAMN WE GONNA REST FOR 1 OR 2 WEEKS THEN WE GONNA HARDCORE. i think ive rested for way more. and dayum yeah still gonna rest. probs stress is gonna kick in the night before biz. how awesome would that feel :) then nov 2nd- IT WILL BE ALL OVER.  cant wait :) 

oh and a recent korean drama(s) thats good? 
My Girl is a Nine Tailed Fox (Y) climax till the end ! seriously hottie in there No Min Woo <3 
heres the sexy song enjoy :)

theres also Playful Kiss where Kim Hyung Joong is in it :) boring the first few eps. but gets good ^^